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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
12:42 am	long day You know, maybe I am angsty. Or maybe I just like the music. Maybe it's that sometimes I feel like I can see the whole picture, not just the view right in front of me. And I don't always like what I see. Sometimes I just feel like shaking people and saying "what is WRONG with you!?". But of course that isn't something that is acceptable. So I worked 10.5 hours today. Not all of it was consecutive, but still a lot of time on my feet. Exhausted can't even describe it. Highlight: the man in the chicken suit dancing during the funky chicken at the wedding reception. I love this arrangement, working on the weekends. I get to stay at home for a few days, and make some money. Quite awesome. I don't feel like I miss very much either, just drinking basically. Which I can definitely live without. My brother has gone crazy over some girl. It's awful. She already has a boyfriend too. I am disgusted with her just for making my brother become someone I don't even know anymore. And making him spend over $100 on "trendy" clothes. And making him wake up at the crack of dawn so he can talk to her online for like an hour. And making him ask his friends what they think of her, then cutting and pasting everything they say right to her. It's just revolting. Honestly. Okay, too tired to think anymore. -Jess (2 hobos |do a jig)
Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
1:07 pm	fun in the.. rain? warped tour was amazing. somehow was better than i thought it would be. getting into the park for free was the best part. the part where it rained was also good, except that we didn't get to hear the rest of thrice. i think the atmosphere is what makes it though; everyone is, for lack of a better word, chill. i must say, the company was much better than the last time i attended the concert. andrew and i always have a great time hanging out. just a fantastic day. eating some oreos right now.. i ate like half the package yesterday 'cause i insisted on double stuf, which andrew apparently doesn't like. oh well, more for me. dunno how anyone can NOT like them. recently i have noticed that i seem to lack self-consciousness. while i think this is a very good thing, considering the past, it could also lay the groudwork for me being a slut. which hopefully will not happen. i don't think i have a slut-like mindset. that could change though. let's hope not. hehe. it feels like summer's almost over. i wish time could just pass by me. it's just a stupid term for something intangible, something around which we base our lives. ugh. i would rather never hear the phrase 'what time is it' ever again. it shouldn't matter. that's what i sometimes say to people as a response for that, and i get funny looks. well, it shouldn't. maybe i only say that because i want to be late for things. fashionably, of course. -jess (1 hobo |do a jig)
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
5:19 pm	rhode island~ ben folds kicks ass "do you think you could fight Muhammed Ali?" biking the wrong way (and me with the ancient bike) hostels - marilee seafood crazy nightlife/street party two pipes on a stone wall - "did you get that at cvs?" my car taken for a joy ride by someone sans a license no A/C does suck dibella's~ the three witches covert ops one at a time! miss vercolen 11-2 is bullshit that girl is a nutjob geneseo~ a good hair cut, by anyone's standards driving range sitting side by side sleep deprivation branding of my hands swimming cloves confusion with a k denny's way too late some sort of action involving a cot i enjoy giving hickeys not enough WC my bank has a starbucks inside my summer so far. least the parts that stand out right now to me. it's been too damn hot. i also say "man" far too much in normal conversation. warped tour soon~ -jess (2 hobos |do a jig)
Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
8:57 am	i heart lp in geneseo! i had a brief yet intense moment of missing home, mostly due to seeing josy's little face watch me pull out of the driveway. i love my animals so incredibly much. i'm definitely more a cat person though, and i want at least five when i get my own place. i'm going to name my first one chester, after the lead singer in linkin park. speaking of which.. the fact that this band that i've loved for so long is becoming so big has given me almost unspeakable joy. i can't wait until the next time i can see them live in concert. *sigh* (happy sigh) it's so early! i have to buy my books today so that i can be prepared for my physics lab. how wonderful. can't we even get a week to settle in? no! well, fine then. at least all i have on tuesdays and thursdays are labs. not too bad. except the fact that they're almost three hours. i know deep down that this semester will be impossible unless i get down to it, so i better focus! focus, focus, hocus pocus. oh and my room is just awesome. there's really no other word for it, except one of 'awesome's' many synonyms. like great, cool, amazing, you know. i think it's cause me and mag had the same sort of idea when we went to go decorate. we've got a blacklight, tapestries, and if we could only get these lanterns to stick to the ceiling then it'd be perfect. how thrilling! the only thing i need to figure out is fluting. when and where shall it be done? as i'm far too lazy to walk up to brodie, i'll just have to disturb people in my suite. but hey, why wouldn't they want to listen to some great flute playing? i know i wouldn't object! -jess Current Mood: happy Current Music: linkin park - crawling (2 hobos |do a jig)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
12:50 am	oh, and would everyone think i was crazy if i said i wanted to get dreadlocks? i think it'd be awesome, and my mom's wanted me to get them for yeeears. c'mon, opinions please! (1 hobo |do a jig)
12:32 am	stay a while and listen L.I. - great! thanks for everything guys. so nice seeing everyone. LP concert - f'n AMAZING. what else can i say? 1000 islands - good quality family time. still wish i'd caught the big one that got away. portville - skrewy. some disappointing tea. making dinner at 9, we tried so hard! fishing, and wading in for lines stuck on the rocks. hi-larious. DONE with pontillos *forever*. DONE with burgundy till probably winter break. phew. that about sums it up till now. i've been putting off updating this thing long enough i suppose. i thought about it a lot, and i have a couple options. i don't particularly like having to screen my content in case i might offend someone or shock people with my true thoughts on things. i can't be so worried about it. i guess i can either a) get rid of this account, b) just write whatever the hell i want, or c) keep on going with bland, impersonal entries. i'm more for making it friends-only, and people can think whatever they like, or perhaps just moving to a pen and paper diary. i know these things are great for keeping up with people you don't talk to very often, so i don't really want to get rid of it. school begins.. soon! summer has lasted for-ev-er. at least in my opinion. i'm looking forward to it a lot. i'm really going to try much harder this coming year because it's tougher. i think i'm living with some really great people that i'd like to get to know better. i just have to believe that not everyone hates me, and stop being so shy. i'm gonna be tagging along with kris, trying out for rlk. i'm also hoping i get to make food at skrewy's house. i plan on dragging him to weggies a lot, because i don't know how good guys are at food shopping. although i'm gonna be a lot busier, and lacking as much recreational time, i think it might be even better than last year. just gotta make the down-times count! just gooo with the flow. oh, and my and mags' room is going to be great, i just know! with our superb decorating skills, haha. FIVE days! -jess Current Mood: w00t (1 hobo |do a jig)
Monday, July 26th, 2004
9:36 pm	AHHHHHHHH linkin park... TOMORROW!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ::gasp:: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! anyway. yeah, we found really good seats on ebay too. the row just behind the orchestra pit! only about $128 for two. definitely worth it. hopefully it'll be nice tomorrow too, so we can go to the park before the actual concert. how could this day get any more perfect? i don't see how. those that don't like linkin park wouldn't understand. and i know there are a lot of you. for some reason. wow. i was so excited last night that i had trouble getting to sleep. it's probably gonna be worse tonight. i'm like a little kid waiting for christmas! right now skrewy's here. his truck's dying on him, so it took him forever to get here, and i had to guide him to my house on the back roads. poor truck. i hope he makes it back alive. we rented a movie that only i want to see. because we both have completely opposite tastes. he likes action and fighting, while i like emotional/psychological ones. so difficult to pick out one we both like. then, the DAY after the concert, i'm leaving for long island with andrew, neil and meg. this week is absolutely crazy. i'm going to get to see the jones crew: kris, mags, joe, jordan, inbal, and others! soo exciting. kris has an itinerary all planned out i guess, so i'm sure we're going to have tons of fun. i just really want to see everyone again. it's been so long. time to watch a movie! -jess Current Mood: excited (do a jig)
Monday, July 12th, 2004
11:51 pm	milk and cookies here's crossing my fingers, hoping i can get to long island in a few weeks! there's also a projekt revolution concert august 2nd on the island, and it would be great if we could get some tickets for that. hopefully ebay will come through! i know school starts in a little over a month, but i still want to see people, i mean, it's been so long already. i'm so excited already, and i don't even know if i can go! geez. my love for anime is ever growing. while i appreciated it before, i've begun to spend more time with it. me and my brother have started a collection of manga. so far, we've got about 10 books or so, of naruto, alice 19th, and pet shop of horrors. we've also been watching anime, and i'm on episode 55 or so of naruto. full metal alchemist is really good as well. i just watched azumanga daioh too, just to see why my brother likes it so much. it really is very girly, haha. while anime is unfathomable to some, it manages to amuse me immensely. anime rocks my socks. especially all the cute guys! don't worry, i know they're not real. sasuke-kun! umm. it's also improving my japanese vocabulary. i know a lot of random words now, most of them exclamations. like matte - wait, ohayo - good morning, or gomen nasai - i'm sorry. woot! this might turn out to be a rant, i'm not sure yet though. but work, oh how i hate thee. i don't like how one thing tries to totally consume your life, and can cause so much worry and grief. if you think about it, our 'jobs' are a convention thought up by society to act as something to keep us out of trouble. it occupies so much of your time. why should we always be in the service of other people, when we could just spend our days looking out for ourselves? i know that would destroy the society we've set up, but still. it's insane how much we break down our lives into little segments. oh no, here it comes... have you ever thought about how we break up time? really, it's very arbitrary. yes, the sun does rise and set every day, that much is true. there are 'days'. but is it really necessary to break it up into hours, minutes, seconds, even nanoseconds? to base our lives on how long it takes a molecule of cesium to vibrate so many times? wouldn't it be so much better, and natural even, to say, 'meet me when the sun's directly overhead'? okay, it sounds a little crazy, but time causes so many restrictions. if we're a couple minutes late to something, it gives us cause to panic and worry. time flows like a river. it's ridiculous to break it up into weeks and months too. we struggle through the week, wishing all the time that it was the weekend. we hope that it will go by as quickly as possible, so that we can explode with all our pent-up energy on those precious two days, or rest up from the strain that we've been under. i think this is a huge obstacle in the way of enjoying life in and of itself. we need to not rush things so much, and overdo things. it's strange to think that we PLAN to relax. we can't do things when we feel like it. it's like when you want to take a nap before something, and you know you need to sleep. at least for me, sleep doesn't come easy under those cirumstances. we try to force so much. i think the base layer is reality. that's the layer of basic needs, like food, shelter, water, etc. we, as humans, have created complex systems that lie above all this, and that is where we spend our lives. in the figurative leaves at the top of the trees. if something disastrous were to happen to break the web of modern society, we'd fall to the forest floor. and what then? mass panic, of course. people can't live without their computers, cars, bank accounts. they just don't know how. i mean, of course not everyone is like that, but i believe most are. even our minds are set up in this complex way. we can't be honest and open, but must constantly have walls up. people could be plotting against us, trying to hurt us, lying to us. our language and culture makes it easy to hide our true feelings. now that i've gone philosohical on everyone.. haha. sorry for being a hippie. although i really think that if i had a choice, i'd go live in the woods. hobbit-like, you know. although then i would be without my anime.. and that wouldn't be good! oh modern society, i embrace you and curse you simultaneously! -jess Current Mood: hmm (1 hobo |do a jig)
Thursday, July 8th, 2004
6:21 pm	help me ok i need some opinions on this one. way before school started, i apparently okayed a family vaction taking place the second week of august. alright? then a few months ago, me and skrewy bought tickets for a linkin park concert that occurs the second week of august. my mom actually never reminded me of our vacation. both of our families are going on vacation at this time. now, i'm trying to get some tickets for the show july 27th, which would solve all this, but i'm not sure yet. i also tried to compromise, by saying that i would drive up to the 1000 islands and join my family a few days later, after the concert. that didn't go too well. am i being crazy for wanting to go to this concert? i know family is important, but we've gone to the 1000 islands loads of times, and i don't think they really understand how important linkin park is to me (very important). i try not to be selfish, and hopefully i'm not be. sometimes it's hard to judge that. my question is.. who's right in this situation? skrewy's family is allowing him to miss the trip, no hard feelings, but mine would practically disown me (just kidding) if i skipped our vacation. so what to do? help please! -jess ps. skrewy gave me poison ivy/oak, whatever. i'm going to kill him. Current Mood: gah (2 hobos |do a jig)
Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
5:46 pm	the dark savant! oh no! so today, at work, something happened that solidified my belief that people suck. well, most of them anyway. this girl, mandy, who has worked there with me for over 2 years, happens to hate me. and while i think most people hate me, i'm pretty damn sure that i'm right this time. so she goes around today inviting people from pontillos to some party at her house. then she goes up to a girl standing right next to me and proceeds to list off the people from work that she's invited. of course, the list doesn't include me, but she still feels it's okay to do this right in front of my face. actually this has happened more than a few times. she even invited some girl that's hardly been there for a year. i don't know why she has this grudge against me. it sucks though. it doesn't help me believe that people don't hate me. or dislike me, whatever. i just want to do stuff over the summer, that's all i ask. tomorrow i leave for portville. i suppose that can be considered doing something! but it's kind of sad that i have to drive two hours for that to take place. anyway. skrew's bday is july 5th. i know he doesn't read this, so i feel fairly sure i can put what i got him in here. since he's obsessed with lotr, i got a gigantic map of middle-earth for his room, and an amazing tapestry, both from the 60t's store. how's that sound? is it enough? he always goes overboard on stuff like this, and it kills me cause i don't usually spend tons of money on people. at least i tried to pick out stuff i knew he'd like. hm pretty incoherent entry, don't you think? i guess that's kinda my mood right now. i think i'll play some wizardry right now, even though it's annoying me to all hell because i can't figure out where to go. and the battles each take like a half hour. but pretty good game anyway. lata. -jess Current Mood: blah (1 hobo |do a jig)
Saturday, June 19th, 2004
2:41 am	"......?" (famous last words - cloud) so. my car is fixed!! ::much jumping around for joy:: no longer can you hear me coming from a mile off. now all i need is a subwoofer in the trunk and some neon lights, haha. oh man, i'm starting to work at pontillos on monday. back to pizza and making subs, which is good. but also back to answering phones, hectic nights and stupid druggies. not so good. well at least it's money! i definitely think i should get a raise, what with inflation and all. only $.75 over the two years i worked there. and i was such a good worker, you better believe it! didn't just stand around, oh no. for some reason, i'm apprehensive though. i start to get all silly and think "well what if i'm just a burden, what if they have enough people already?", and other silly things like that. but if that were the case, they would have said something, and plus i don't need to be trained, which is a plus. i need better self esteem, damnit. it's slowly but surely getting better as years go by, i think. my mom comes home tomorrow, which is a relief (i think). i've kinda had to act as the mom for a few days, making food and whatnot. i actually cleaned the kitchen! *gasp* i also got a lot further in ffvii (3rd and final disk, oh yeah), bought two mangas (pet shop of horrors - pretty girly but still good), and ran with josy a few times (i will do this if it kills me!!). i got skrew two things for his birthday, but i want to keep one of them for myself! we talked about it, and he says that if he deems it too 'girly' (whatever that means), then i get to keep it! yay. but how can a tapestry be girly? it's not like it's pink or anything. the other thing i KNOW he will like, just because he's easy to predict like that. oh man how i miss people in general. i've felt so isolated somehow, it seems like no one's even around. i guess it'll fix itself in a few months anyway. -jess Current Mood: sleepy (1 hobo |do a jig)
Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
6:05 pm	kakashi is my hero oh how i hate mowing the lawn. actually, there's a very cool side effect that occurs after about two hours on a riding lawn mower. if you stand still and look around, it's almost like the twilight zone. i'm serious. look into a mirror and everything will seem to be moving. craziness, i say. got back from a visitation of the skrew today. what good times. oh how i love that boy. harry potter at the drive-in was tons o' fun, i swear it got better the second time around. we managed to keep ourselves busy, i got to see more of the lovely portville, including a nature walk and putt-putt! yay. hung out with some of his friends last night. the image of todd running a flare down to the pond at zach's house and throwing it in will be burned forever in my head, haha. later.. i find out zach has four puppies of the maltese variety in his house, and i am in heaven. puppies?! good lord yes. the pizza was just a lil too burnt, however. soon i shall be working much more, back to pontillos it is. come visit! i'll probably be there most of the time after this week, since burgundy basin has been giving out terrible hours. oh well.. at least i saved most of my work shirts! and now i get to make food for myself again, what joy. ddr soon with my brotha and dan.. be jealous! cause i know i am, hah. -jess p.s. kakashi is THE coolest ninja around Current Mood: geeky (2 hobos |do a jig)
Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
8:03 pm	morning toasty!! back from one crazy weekend. lots of poking, talking, and giggling went on. i got to meet all of kris' friends! amanda and justin and jana and marilu and jess and ian! i've seen so many pictures, twas so exciting to actually see them in person. as kris suspected, me and skrew got along with them like a house on fire. he even admitted that he would totally go for justin, haha. it would be SO cute! hopefully we can do something again. bogle came to share in the fun later on, and he and skrew egged me and kris on to fight each other. they laughed hysterically while we rolled around on the ground. at least it was at night! apparently more people were encroaching on 'their spot' (to camp out), but we arranged cars and tents into a threatening enough circle. called mags a few times (hope you have fun in israel!), and andrew too! and of course, i got to see the skrew, as kris would say, for almost a week. the french toast was also very nice this morning, i must say. now begins the search for a secondary job, and a time to hang out with home friends. call me, please? aaand of course time to brush up on my ddr skillz. with a Z. kudos if you know what that's from!! (it's a video game - duh) -jess Current Mood: peaceful (1 hobo |do a jig)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
2:35 pm	my whole HEAD is sneeze-y q: so jess, where have you been these past couple weeks? a: oh, here and there fl for kathi's graduation (yay!), which involved many stressful plane flights and burning to a crisp. GGG starts TOMORROW.. what surprises lie in store for this hapless girl..? updates to follow. for some reason i cannot bring myself to write a long, engrossing entry. ah well, this shall just have to whet everyone's appetite for now. haha, as if anyone actually reads my journal?! what now? it is *gorgeous* outside! for all those non-allergy-sufferers, go out and enjoy!! meanwhile, i will be sneezing up a storm and trapped inside a car for almost 4 hours! yay! way too many exclamation points!! don't you agree?! -jess p.s. isn't 'sneeze' such a funny word? Current Mood: crazy (do a jig)
Sunday, May 9th, 2004
11:15 pm	waukeen be praised yay to more frequent updates. i hope? i've never worked my ass off this much for mother's day. i cooked this huge dinner for all, thankfully my brother helped making desert. chocolate cheesecake! kris would have died. i started around 2:30 and dinner was at 6:30. how will i ever be a mom? it frightens me at times. but i definitely love to cook. got all my final grades. eep. do i ever have to try harder next time. it'll be much easier though, with skrewy far away! what a distraction that boy is. a pleasant one, most of the time. he's finally decided on coming to gotta get gone with me, so exciting. i really wanna make some tea when we get there, so he better come through! visited paulsen already too. he's only a half hour or so away, not bad. plus he has this projecter screen tv thingie, on which we played dead or alive 3 (?). his guy friends discovered that perhaps not all girls suck at video games. hah. italian job was an excellent movie, i would recommend it to all. jeph left early to see the mary-kate and ashley movie, hoping it would be so stupid it was funny. although i really think he wanted to see them run around without much clothing. pedophilia, i say! i don't care if they are almost 18, they still look as if they are barely teenagers. off to play some more dark alliance. my, is that game addicting. and creepy to play with the lights off, what with all the undead and monsters roaming around. on a related note, ffvii has become so unfamiliar to me over these years! i scarcely remember any of it. i definitely don't remember how easy it is to die! (unless i never had that problem before) needless to say, i have abandoned that game recently, despite all my good feelings about it. cloud will just have to wait until i have cheated sufficiently enough to know what i'm doing! what a dork i am, gosh. -jess Current Mood: dorky (5 hobos |do a jig)
Monday, April 19th, 2004
5:04 pm	what about bob? yay we had wonderful weather for fly day. well, at least until 2 or so. what a great time. i expected it to be a lot bigger, but there were tons of people there. highlights include: the naked guy, corey making us grilled cheese, the two girls painting themselves, and some random drunk guy hitting on me. me, mags, and skrew just hung out for most of the time.. we forgot to bring any sort of distraction, but it ended up ok. next year we'll be so prepared. and we won't miss our bus the first time around! since so many of us had been dying to see kill bill vol. 2, we all mananged to fit in my car and get to the drive-in. haven't been to one of those in awhile, but it was excellent. the breeze was the best. me and skrewy both saw two shooting stars last night. i wonder if that means anything..? unfortunately, we gave up our plans to sleep outside after maggie became too cold. next time, no bailing out! this warm weather has been so awesome. it sucks that just after it becomes warm, we all go home. hence me having to make several visits this summer. wow, i cannot believe it's so close. now.. let's see. there's a chem lab final tonight, which i am going to fail, no joke. very few end up passing. there's nothing worse than going into something, knowing that you won't know practically any of it. woe is me. then our bio lab poster.. gah, labs are worse than my regular classes! and next year i have three. ick. ~jess Current Mood: meh Current Music: wind (do a jig)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
11:05 pm	a lovely sunday evening happy easter! the only thing i miss about not being home for most of it is making the eggs. that was always one of my favorite parts, a good family bonding time. i still had to follow clues to my basket though! and i definitely showed my mad skillz on that hunt. skrewy got one too, though he didn't have to search for it. this weekend has been interesting. a couple new experiences, some turning out better than others! i'm sorry for your pain, haha. and nag champa is quite good, almost living up to its high expectations. oh, what a pun! indeed. my brother showed me up at ddr. tis not my fault! i have been sorely spoiled with the good mats present here at school. more practicing is in order, certainly. all the 'finding yourself' business that occurred during high school has only begun to happen to me. while i cannot positively say that i have completely finished this act, i know that i'm well on my way. what a trip college has been for me. --you're welcome ~jess Current Mood: calm (1 hobo |do a jig)
Monday, April 5th, 2004
4:44 pm	i like blue what a beautiful day. fly day needs to be exactly like this, only maybe about 40 degrees warmer. whereas before i thought i needed an excuse to get out of dress rehearsal in order to attend this excellent event, i realized today that i am not even in the concert that weekend. much goodness. i imagine a lot has happened since last i updated, but those memories shall have to remain mine alone. all i can say is, it was awesome. in fact, looking back at this now almost-completed year, that word can just about sum it up. it has been the best time of my life. i feel as if i've changed so much, but all for the better. i love it here. at first i thought geneseo was some crappy state school, but it's really all what you make of it. the people are the same (well, generally) everywhere you go, and you get to choose whether you have a bad time or good. a sort of strange revelation that i've had the past month or two is that i and my friends seem to be the epitome of hippies. while we may look unassuming and even "normal" on the outside, there's these crazy nature-loving, laid-back people right below the surface. oh, to have lived in the sixties. much <3 for gangreen. love you guys. know what i also love? that's right, linkin park! concert july 27, and i'm way excited. seeing as none of my friends enjoy their brand of music, i suppose i'll be forced to bring skrewy, haha. yes, we are still going out, over 6 months now. surprising, isn't it? i wish i could always have a positive outlook on life. oh and i got another job! friendly's waitress, oh baby. me and kris both! i'm definitely going to be needing that money when next semester comes around. to support my raging drug addiction, of course! haha, nah, my books are at least $400 for fall. isn't that happy news? well, until next time. ~jess Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: linkin park - with you (6 hobos |do a jig)
Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
9:54 am	chillaxin just relaxing in between classes.. have i ever mentioned how i hate showers? well, i do. and for good reason. if your hair was over two feet long, my hatred of them would be mutual. luckily for me, i have an appointment this friday! yes, you heard right. i'm finally donating this monstrous hair. best of luck to whoever gets stuck with it. i didn't go home last weekend, and i already feel a sense of withdrawal because of it. i love being able to drive a half hour to go home. it feels so much nearer to me figuratively too. i know i'm kind of spoiled, but hey, i chose to go to a school close to home! it's like the perfect distance away. in this, maybe i can have my cake and eat it too. my mom was feeling depressed this week, and she thinks it's because she hasn't seen me for a while. aww. despite all her looming, that's still kinda cute. even though she tried to trick me by being under my brother's screen name. haha i could still tell it wasn't him based solely on the fact that he wasn't continously insulting me and calling me name. all in good fun, of course! lovely, communications is next then a logic test! wish me luck.. tata for now~ ~jess Current Mood: kinda tired Current Music: erin's eating cereal.. does that count? (3 hobos |do a jig)
Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
5:38 pm	This test taken @ TheAeroZone.com, where you can take more tests than any human should. :D ha. alright i'm updating!! happy now? things have been fairly decent this semester, and look, i've gone to ALL my classes so far! yay! well, sans one, but i couldn't help it, since i was locked out of my room. it continues to be as cold as all hell (haha how ironical). but i've managed to keep my spirits up. i've decided to grow (is that the right word in this situation?) some more school spirit. my efforts began last night, and the week before, with some hockey and basketball. one day i will figure out the complex rules of these sports and be able to actually enjoy them for what they are! it's my dad's b-day on saturday.. the big 5-0. wow. i can't even imagine being that old, as mean as it may sound. i'm not even half that yet. gotta appreciate the time we've got here. i'm already hard at work appreciating it! hah. erin's also having friends over that night, so i may get to see them in action. should be quite amusing. ladies night on monday, maybe i'll feel like some dancing at that point! can't wait for the weekend. no profoundness (?) in this week's post, ever so sorry. it's like poetry, ya know? how you can write better when you're lonely and depressed? unfortunately for my art, i happen to be neither of those, hence the lack of anything. at least you get a cool survey! ~jess Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: la la la (1 hobo |do a jig)